Maybe you might find something you enjoy in the following collections. Best wishes! :)
Pranayama Breathing and Chair/Office Yoga https://grokker.com/cooking/collection/pranayama-chair-office-yoga/6032caad6cd106116a987af1
Meditations https://grokker.com/mind/collection/meditations/603a8adab356ab7d31b44f1e
Audio Walks and Music https://grokker.com/cooking/collection/audio-walks-and-music/6032d7d96cd106116a9885f7
Mental Self-Care https://grokker.com/cooking/collection/mental-self-care/6032c8306cd106116a9877ce
Pep Talks https://grokker.com/cooking/collection/pep-talks/6032c80d6cd106116a98776e
Nourishing Sleep https://grokker.com/fitness/collection/nourishing-sleep/602aaddcb1865576f51ac6fe
Financial Wellbeing https://grokker.com/yoga/collection/financial-wellbeing/601b6e8b1ec74f0227239076

HI Amy I am so sorry for your loss. Please find some mindfulness programs that you may find helpful at this difficult time. Hope you can find the time to enjoy some or all of these videos. Take care.
https://grokker.com/mind/program/meditation-basics-with-andrew-johnson/5ecbc8da52fef32df52234ab
https://grokker.com/mind/program/daily-calm-with-andrew-johnson/5ecbe3cc52fef32df52235a2
https://grokker.com/mind/mindfulness/program/fostering-mindfulness/552c18e43f09271e063169da